December 2010
2010
Well the year 2010 was probably one of the best years of my life reason why well
simple on January 23rd i met this epicly amazing short little girl and we became inseparable… i Met this kid named steeve who opened my views in life by a billion… Adriana and Raquel became my best friends…… Mathew turned into being my best friend from being my 2 year crush….. And then...
............. venting........
i cant let you go its to hard….
my heart is screaming your name………
i cant help but to cry when i hear one of our songs…
it feels like if im stuck in the moment ….
i wish we had more time, i wish we had met before….
i miss you…
i love you…
i wish i didn’t have to wake up so that i wouldn’t have to feel the pain of not being...
Times like this with all this silence that i cant seem to get you of my mind
this was the song i listened to through out our...
Its times like this when I miss you the most…
Listen
i fucking hate you mom i hate you I HATE YOU mom you make my life hell i hate you mom i hate my mom I HATE MY FUCKING MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!! i hate my step dad i hate him so much he can go die!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate them so much i hate them i hate my mom and step dad and i hate my real dad for not doing anything i hate everyone i want to just die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH I FUCKING HATE YOU MOM THIS IS...
drowning
my life seems full of darkness everything a just in a haze now i feel everything fucking crashing! Breaking into billions of pieces! Im burning yet drowning in my tears i cant believe this i cant take this i want to wake up and have this all be a dream i cant ! i feel dead
I feel like if I’m intruding on this family……. Ugh I hate this
last night
well what happens when three teenagers are alone……. at MY house! well we decided to go through my stepdad things looking for that one special ingredient to make you go to outer space…. guess what we found it! lmfaoo and then our quest for what to smoke it from began of course we had a bong right in front of our faces that we did not see and then we finally found white boys and so...
i mean the way you described it hands grabbing, smacking that’s about passion, fire! and your not trying to catch your breath you’re trying to inhale someone elses and its complicated, messy and I say every minute of pleasure is worth the pain it might bring later because nothing on this earth makes two people feel that good.
okay well…………… 7 more days D:
umm if you can put a ring on your dick then obviously you have a small penis right??? lmfaooo then why the fuck would you tell me this i am assuming you have a small penis… i mean why would you tell me this if i just told you my ex has a huge one are you stupid … you have a small dick you have a small dick now i will laughhhhhhh!!
i have so many bruises im absolutely exhausted and sore but it was worth it staying up with you kissing you………. you are my little koala and yea ill get through it but damn am i gonna our long restless nights <3
you have stolen my heart j.b <3
